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| 12:18am 08/10/2007 |
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music: P.K. Offline-Pinback
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I forgot I had this.
Oops.
How are all of you? |
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| Scheduled. |
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| 01:55pm 03/08/2007 |
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music: Cicatriz ESP-Mars Volta
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Let me know if you have any classes with me!
2nd-Economics-Perry
3rd-Psychology-Perry
4th-Prep Jazz-Rush
5th-Newspaper-Maly
6th-Guitar 1-Ehly
7th-Spanish 4-Ossenkop
8th-? (Might drop band for Pop Culture Studies)
2nd-Newspaper-Maly
3rd-Creative Writing
4th-Prep Jazz-Rush
5th-Music Theory-Ehly
6th-Government & Politics-Green
7th-Spanish 4-Ossenkop |
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| city of angels. |
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| 02:42pm 06/07/2007 |
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music: High Step-Sage Francis
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i hear LA is hot this time of year.
beating the hustle,going against the flow.
whimpering in the bask of that deep neon glow.
can't run away from all of it,you know.
it's got the beauty you need to see.
the beauty you need to feed to appreciate.
symbolization will bring you to your destination.
bingeing and purging this naturality from asphalt and concrete.
gotta keep movin' in this state and time.
like an awkward state of mind.
one big cement gold mne.
smooth terrain,taking you in it's reign.
bringing you back home again and again.
now you gotta see this mask,this hideously delectable mask.
all you've ever done is all gonna be in the past.
gotta keep movin' in this state and time.
it's turning into one funnel of human threats and strife.
y'know,i hear LA is hot this time of year. |
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| 11:44am 27/06/2007 |
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music: Your Time Is Gonna Come-Led Zeppelin
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i'm 17.
now I can...go see R rated movies?
Except I never go carded before.
Woo! |
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| give me hell. |
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| 07:24am 29/05/2007 |
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music: give me hell-comadre
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i can already tell you today is going to be one fo the five worst days of my life. |
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| centrifuge. |
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| 10:14pm 23/05/2007 |
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mood:  depressed music: Weight-Isis
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i am the notations on a bare spine.
splayed fresh.
spines,dreams,hopes.
i am a new ancient.
with drunken hopes,and dreams doused in 3 dollar vodka.
with spiraling pens,and with broken notebooks.
tap on my vertebrae.
write your thoughts,write your dreams.
i won't wash them unless you tell me i can.
accentuate the extraction of my marrow,then cut a leash from my bone
the centrifuge is off balance,tipping
take the night shift,all the way to daybreak
and on your way home
draw a circle in the snow
and i will have a place to sleep |
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| only shallow. |
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| 08:46pm 16/05/2007 |
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music: black spider-mogwai
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later,jerry falwell.
see you in hell. |
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| lolzz. |
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| 04:41pm 28/04/2007 |
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music: A Lover's Charm-Deas Vail
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you know what makes me laugh?
(and i'm not being sarcastic,i laughed when she texted me)
when a girl who's told you for 2 months almost that she'll go to east prom with you first ditches your "relationship" with her for a guy she's known for three days,then proceeds to get dumped by said guy,then proceeds to text you "i'm going to prom with tyler".
tyler is the guy who dumped her.
haha.
my smart ass response of the day?
"have fun at prom with the guy who dumped you. :)"
oh,and i finally took my drivers test.
2 points off. |
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| i liberate. |
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| 07:40am 17/04/2007 |
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music: Ataraxia-Team Sleep
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i hate you.
love me. |
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| selfish. |
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| 12:34am 16/04/2007 |
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music: Flugufrelsarinn-Sigur Ros
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i'm not here to make any excuses
because this is not a poem i wrote for you to hear
i wrote this for myself,because yes
i can be selfish
but before you can start judging me
you should remember that you
can be selfish too
so before you start giving me shit about how i need to
"grow up" and "move on"
remember back when you were my age
and you first had your soul slashed open by some
"she devil" or that "no good asshole"
he never did call you back
did he?
remember when she asked you
"do you love me?"
"do you really care about me?"
"am i really all you want?"
and you didn't know what to say
because you didn't know how she felt
and you didn't know what was the right answer
and what was wrong
so remember
before you judge me
before you tell me
"grow up","move on",and "look forward"
think back to when you were my age
and you can remember
that you were selfish too
that you too had aspirations
and dreams
and cared not for anything,anything else
when those aspirations and dreams were on your mind
right?
you don't need to answer
i already know
so you see why i've written this
as a eulogy to people i've lost,to dreams i contain
you see where i'm coming from
these teenage years
you know where i'm coming from
you've been there too
so i'm asking you
to take into account
what i've said
and what you know
before you call me selfish
before you call me naive,young,self-centered,immature,crass,insolent,and stupid
remember what you were like
at my age. |
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| R.I.P. |
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| 07:26am 12/04/2007 |
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mood:  tired music: Acknowledgement-John Coltrane
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RIP Kurt Vonnegut
1922-2007 |
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| fuck. |
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| 02:19pm 08/04/2007 |
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fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
eloquent,i know.
happy easter. |
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| the birth and death of the day. |
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| 12:00am 30/03/2007 |
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mood:  content music: Yasmin The Light-Explosions In The Sky
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I just sat in my basement for almost an hour,listening to Explosions In The Sky in the dark.
Regardless of what you think of me,I care about you.
I don't know why,nor how.
Right now,I feel so fulfilled.
Sitting there,I cried,and for what?
I honestly have no idea.
I cried out of passion,out of love,I cried you for my friends,for my family,for life,for everyone i'll ever meet and everyone I won't ever meet.
Everything important that's ever happened to me came to my mind,people came to me and kept on going,memories floated by,then drifted off.
I don't even know.
Shit,I must be the weirdest person alive.
I love all of you. |
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| i'll be your pressure suit. |
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| 11:00pm 27/03/2007 |
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mood: happy music: Pressure Suit-Aqualung
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i love being happy and in a good mood.
it makes like seem so much more bright. |
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| 12:53am 19/03/2007 |
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mood:  thoughtful music: A Poor Man's Memory-Explosions In The Sky
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it is a testament to how little some religions teach to their followers that oftentimes they can't discuss a point of contention about their religion with someone with differing views without consulting texts others have written.
use your own head and thoughts,don't throw someone else's at me. |
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